Saturday, September 10, 2011

An Enigma I Called Mum...



Cradled safely in the haven of your womb,
Protected from any harm that could have come...
My wails turned into smiles when you held me tightly in your arms,
My first wobbly foot prints on this earth had yours firmly next to mine...
Each tear rolling down my cheeks wiped away with warm kisses of love,
Skinned knees & broken hearts tended with bandages of adoring hands...
Tantrums for my inane demands fizzled down with hugs I can still feel,
Your undying spirit always leaves me mystified, for you never gave up fighting for what’s right,
Never did you once think for yourself or “what’s mine”,
Every breath you took spoke of sacrifice...
I fought with you, cried in your arms, but life's taken away that right of mine,
It’s hard to act like a grown up but then I do as you might,
Each action of mine still awaits your reactions of aghast or delight...
Every gesture, every expression of yours screamed grace beyond compare,
When others say "You look so like your mother", my heart’s tears turn into smiles,
For I know you would always reflect through me, as I am just an echo of you, Mum..
Miss you each moment though I feel your presence around me at all times,
Your  voice guides me down this treacherous path called life,
This enigma I called Mum would always exist until my footprints mark the sands of time...


                                                                                     -- Radhika Arora

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

Happy Birthday Dad

Happy Birthday Papa..Love You Forever..
7th September


Cigars were said to have been passed around proudly upon hearing my first cry,
"My darling princess, never you fear, for daddy would always be there" was his unworded promise...
Yes,I knew how a princess would feel, for I was the prettiest one in this whole world for him,
Pampered and spoilt, all my whims and fancies were met without qualms,
I was the one who put a twinkle in his eye, inheriting his addiction to fiction and coffee,
Alongwith a staunch belief that I’m cut from the same tough cloth...
“Ur an army kid, so don't ever back down without a fight” he taught me,
I can still feel the warmth from the firm grasp of my hand in his, giving me the spirit to stand undefeated,
Made me strong to face life even after he left me,
For in his battle for life, I found my strength,
Never bow down your head in despair, is what makes me my Father's daughter...
Love is a small word to say what I feel for him,
For I am Him and He exists through me...
Each time I'm about to raise my hands in surrender, I feel his hand caressing my hair,
Calming me down, pushing me to step into the battlefield with guns ablazin'..
So far, yet so near I feel you each moment,
Alone and scared whenever I feel, I know you are here,
All these years and I still wish to be,
The perfect daughter you always said I had been,
For I had you to teach me to find perfection even in flaws,
I'm proud of being me, my Daddy's darling daughter...